(Good) Enough
After writing a post on Facebook, I asked myself: "Why? What is it for? What am I trying to say here?" And I guess, this is what I was trying to say: There is a constant, internal battle. A little questioning voice. And the question on endless loop is: "Have I done enough? Was it good enough? Should I have tried harder? ... Am I good enough?" And this morning I took a step back and realised, with a smile, that I did, it was, no and YES. It wasn't about the homemade pasta, or the sheer enjoyment of a new kitchen appliance that needed celebrating (though, let's face it, new appliances are worth celebrating!). It was about answering my own questions. I don't get up at the crack of dawn to prepare for the day. I don't meditate and practice mindfulness in a regular way. My life doesn't seem very disciplined or routined. And that has been bothering me. Surely, I have been lacking in some way. But my hastily written Facebook post helped m